un pic de viata

So, until now I’ve….
00) Bolded the things I’ve done in the following list
01) Bought everyone in the pub a drink
02) Swam with wild dolphins
03) Climbed a mountain
04) Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05) Been inside the Great Pyramid
06) Held a tarantula.
07) Taken a candlelit bath with someone
08) Said ‘I love you’ and meant it
09) Hugged a tree
10) Done a striptease
11) Bungee jumped
12) Visited Paris
13) Watched a lightning storm at sea
14) Stayed up all night long, and watch the sun rise
15) Seen the Northern Lights
16) Gone to a huge sports game
17) Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
18) Grown and eaten your own vegetables
19) Touched an iceberg
20) Slept under the stars
21) Changed a baby’s diaper
22) Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
23) Watched a meteor shower
24) Gotten drunk on champagne
25) Given more than you can afford to charity
26) Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
27) Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
28) Had a food fight
29) Bet on a winning horse
30) Taken a sick day when you’re not ill
31) Asked out a stranger
32) Had a snowball fight
33) Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
34) Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
35) Held a lamb
36) Enacted a favorite fantasy
37) Taken a midnight skinny dip
38) Taken an ice cold bath
39) Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
40) Seen a total eclipse
41) Ridden a roller coaster
42) Hit a home run
43) Fit three weeks miraculously into three days
44) Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
45) Adopted an accent for an entire day
46) Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
47) Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
48) Had two hard drives for your computer
49) Visited all 50 states of USA
50) Loved your job for all accounts
51) Taken care of someone who was shit faced
52) Had enough money to be truly satisfied
53) Had amazing friends
54) Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
55) Watched wild whales
56) Stolen a sign
57) Backpacked in Europe
58) Taken a road-trip
59) Rock climbing
60) Lied to foreign government’s official in that country to avoid notice
61) Midnight walk on the beach
62) Sky diving
63) Visited Ireland
64) Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love
65) In a restaurant, sat at a stranger’s table and had a meal with them
66) Visited Japan
67) Benchpressed your own weight
68) Milked a cow
69) Alphabetized your records
70) Pretended to be a superhero
71) Sung karaoke
72) Lounged around in bed all day
73) Posed nude in front of strangers
74) Scuba diving
75) Got it on to “Let’s Get It On” by Marvin Gaye
76) Kissed in the rain
77) Played in the mud
78) Played in the rain
79) Gone to a drive-in theater
80) Done something you should regret, but don’t regret it
81) Visited the Great Wall of China
82) Discovered that someone who’s not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog
83) Dropped Windows in favor of something better
84) Started a business
85) Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
86) Toured ancient sites
87) Taken a martial arts class
88) Sword fought for the honor of a woman
89) Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
90) Gotten engaged
91) Been in a movie
92) Crashed a party
93) Loved someone you shouldn’t have
94) Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy
95) Gotten married
96) Had sex at the office
97) Gone without food for 5 days
98) Made cookies from scratch
99) Won first prize in a costume contest
100) Ridden a gondola in Venice
101) Gotten a tattoo
102) Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on
103) Gotten divorced
104) Been on television news programs as an “expert”
105) Got flowers for no reason
106) Masturbated in a public place
107) Got so drunk you don’t remember anything
108) Taken illegal drugs
109) Performed on stage
110) Been to Las Vegas
111) Recorded music
112) Eaten shark
113) Had a one-night stand
114) Gone to Thailand
115) Seen Siouxsie live
116) Bought a house
117) Been in a combat zone
118) Buried one/both of your parents
119) Shaved or waxed your pubic hair off
120) Been on a cruise ship
121) Spoken more than one language fluently
122) Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
123) Bounced a check
124) Performed in Rocky Horror
125) Read – and understood – your credit report
126) Raised children
127) Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy
128) Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
129) Created and named your own constellation of stars
130) Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
131) Found out something significant that your ancestors did
132) Called or written your Congress person
133) Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
134) …more than once? – More than twice?
135) Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
136) Sang loudly in the car, and didn’t stop when you knew someone was looking
137) Had an abortion or your female partner did
138) Had plastic surgery
139) Survived an accident that you shouldn’t have survived
140) Wrote articles for a large publication
141) Lost over 100 pounds
142) Held someone while they were having a flashback
143) Piloted an airplane
144) Petted a stingray
145) Broken someone’s heart
146) Helped an animal give birth
147) Been fired or laid off from a job
148) Won money on a T.V. game show
149) Broken a bone
150) Killed a human being
151) Gone on an African photo safari
152) Ridden a motorcycle
153) Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100 mph
154) Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
155) Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
156) Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
157) Ridden a horse
158) Had major surgery
159) Had sex on a moving train
160) Had a snake as a pet
161) Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162) Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
163) Slept for more than 30 hours
164) Visited lots of foreign countries
165) Visited all 7 continents
166) Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
167) Eaten kangaroo meat
168) Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground
169) Been a sperm or egg donor
170) Eaten sushi
171) Had your picture in the newspaper
172) Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime
173) Changed someone’s mind about something you care deeply about
174) Gotten someone fired for their actions
175) Gone back to school
176) Parasailed
177) Changed your name
178) Petted a cockroach
179) Eaten fried green tomatoes.
180) Read The Iliad
181) Selected one “important” author who you missed in school, and read
182) Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them
183) …and gotten 86?ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
184) Taught yourself an art from scratch
185) Killed and prepared an animal for eating
186) Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
187) Skipped all your school reunions
188) Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
189) Been elected to public office
190) Written your own computer language
191) Thought to yourself that you’re living your dream
192) Had to put someone you love into hospice care
193) Built your own PC from parts
194) Sold your own artwork to someone who didn’t know you
195) Had a booth at a street fair
196) Dyed your hair
197) Been a DJ
198) Found out someone was going to dump you via blog
199) Written your own role playing game
200) Been arrested

idee preluata de la Adinuta Popandau

de ce as pleca din Romania.part one.

Loc: Piranha
Ora: aprox. 20 (duminica)
Subiect: stiam ca va fi aglomerat si ne pregatisem sufleteste;inarmati cu rabdare,ne asezam la terasa,afara, si asteptam sa ni se aduca un meniu; conversatia curge,se deapana amintiri,se povestesc intamplari din prezentul recent;apare un meniu,plasat de o picolita;ne hotaram: eu vreau inghetata,un tip vrea salata;dupa vreun sfert de ora apare chelnerul (cam 20 ani,slab,inalt,cu o privire obosit-crizata); cu zambetul pe buze comandam
Eu:"o inghetata ,va rog"
Chelnerul: "nu avem inghetata" si da sa plece.....
Tipul care vroia salata apuca sa zica "eu vreau o salata,te rog"
C.:"nu avem frunze de salata"
Tipul cu salata: "bine,atunci salata nush-de-care" (era fara frunze de salata)
C. : "nici din aia, NU AM DECAT MICI,va las sa va mai ganditi"
Toate astea se petreceau pe fast-forward.nici nu am mai avut timp sa ii spunem ca exista si un plan B.
Nah,am zis ca omu' e stresat,grabit,etc.
Vine din nou.
Eu: "deci nu aveti nimic dulce?"
C.: "NU.bine,doar snickers"
Eu : "bine,atunci,as vrea frigarui"
C.(0chi mari,bulbucati,catre mine): "nu puteati sa vreti si Dvs. mici,ca toata lumea?"
Eu: socata,in coltul meu de asa replica,nici macar nu mai am puterea sa ma supar si ingaim un "nu, nu imi plac micii"
In timpul acesta,in jurul nostru curgeau platouri cu mancare aduse de alti chleneri si nu aratau a mici!Mai sa fie....ni s-a pus pata cand am vazut si inghetata. Intrebam o tipa,parea chelnerita : "Nu va suparati,aveti mancare?si inghetata?"
Ea: "avem de toate"
O vede gingirelul nostru si se uita urat la ea,ea se fastaceste si zice :"adicaaaa,nu stiu exaaact,eu sunt doar picolitza"
Ala trece din nou pe langa noi.
Ca oameni de actiune ce suntem,mergem noi catre bucatarie; si minune,pe tejgheaua de unde iau chelnerii comenzile pentru a le duce pe la mese ,ziceai ca s-a varsat cornul abundentei; ni se coloreaza peisajul in negru cand vedem 2 inghetate ce ranjesc sfidator catre noi.Intrebam la bar: "putem comanda si de aici?"
Ei : "nu,comandati chelnerului"
Noi: "nu vrea sa ne aduca,ne-a spus ca nu aveti inghetata,iar de mancare sunt numai mici"
Ei: "cine e chelnerul Dvs.?"
Noi: "nu vrem sa ii facem probleme,vrem doar inghetata si nu intelegem de ce nu vrea sa ne aduca"
Se intoarce gingirelul la masa noastra,dupa ce noi ii spusesem tipului de la bar cum il cheama,conform ecusonului."DECI, am inteles ca vreti inghetata"plicitisit si enervat ca trebuie sa ne suporte, "de ce nu intelegeti ca nu mai am decat 2?dar daca vreti,bine,vi le aduc "
O tipa care era cu noi,prietena tipului cu salata : "cum te cheama pe tine?sa stim si noi de cine sa ne plangem"
C.: "stefan"
Tipa: "stefan si mai cum?"
C.:"stefan- chelner" gandindu-se probabil (!) ca fix de glumite nesarate aveam noi chef
Ea:"bine,atunci,poti pleca si anulam si comanda.
Se intoarce dupa 1 minut!cu 2 inghetate si spunand "ei ,bine ca va grabiti cu reclamatiile".
I-am lasat banii numarati fix,am plecat si nici nu cred ca mai mergem in Piranha prea curand,sau daca mergem,plecam imediat cum apare Stefan-Chelnerul.Poate stam daca vrem si noi mici,ca toata lumea........

unii dintre noi isi contruiesc viata pe sistemul "pasilor marunti": scoala-logodnic(a)-casatorie-casa-masina-copii-bani pentru copii-bani pt. inmormantare; precizare: oricare etapa poate fi sarita sau inversata; exista insa unii,putini,care vor sa lasa o urma a trecerii lor pe aici;acestia sunt nebunii ,visatorii sau cum vreti sa ii numiti,sunt cei ce uita ca stiu sa doarma, uita ca stiu sa stea (fizic sau mental) si uneori uita ca stiu sa iubeasca,fiindca iubirea le-ar rapi din timpul pe care ei in aloca marelui SCOP;unii sunt artisti aspirand catre statutul de maestru,unii sunt afaceristi si vor sa le fie studiat traseul in business la ceva cursuri de MBA,peste ani; mai sunt si medici care vor sa fie cei mai buni si sa ii salveze si pe cei far'de sansa,mai sunt si oamenii care vor sa ne invete ca razboiul nu e o solutie,in ciuda conflictelor crescande.....
unora li se intampla sa le iasa; si le iese atat de bine,incat celorlalti li se naste intrebarea 'cat la suta din reusita lui/ei e hazard si cat e munca si daruirea personajului in cauza?'
evident,ca in multe cazuri,raspunsul e 'depinde',caci frumusetea umanului e ca e atat de diferit,fiind atat de similar.
si in unele cazuri nici nu mai conteaza care e raspunsul,daca SCOPUL a fost atins,daca respectivul/a realizat ceva care sa miste si macar un spirit,pana undeva sub coaja lui,catre profunzime......



acest post a plecat de aici

......cand cineva se refera la tine ca la un icon-aici compania LAMY,mare creatoare de instrumente de scris destepte si de-a dreptul frumoase si contemporane,chiar si cele din anii 70, face referire la sculpturile lui Brancusi- stii ca ti-ai atins scopul.....stii ca arta ta (in acest caz) a influentat nu numai un om,ci chiar niste concepte.si asta e mare lucru

toparlanie

"am cerut la Brioni sa imi scurteze manecile sacoului,ca sa mi se vada ceasul"
Gigi Becali





traim intr-o lume in care a fi toparlan este "THE fashion statement"; daca nu esti,nu existi...doar fiintele din aceasta categorie sociala au expunere mediatica,se bucura de un succes mare in cercul lor de cunostinte si in general,se impun in cartier drept modele demne de urmat.
toparlania iti aduce prieteni,relatii,e intrucatva fundamentul sistemului personal PCR (Pile-Conexiuni-Relatii).
mai grav e ca tipii de 4-5 ani,nascuti din parinti amorf-budincoshi se uita la Tv in timpul lor liber (cam tot timpul cat sunt treji,adica)...si nu vad ce indemn mai bun la toparlanie ar putea fi sadit intr-o constiinta in dezvoltare......se baga mare scandal,apoi un alt scandal ca sa il acopere pe primul.....se da cu fum si cu clontzul "ca astia poate sunt ei multi,da sigur sunt prosti".
cu mijloace puerile se invarte marea masa de manevra catre modelul toparlanesc...e un tip de control,caci un toparlan va avea mereu creierul ocupat sa fie "cel mai tare"; neavand numarul de sinapse suficient de mare ca sa isi indeplineasca acest deziderat, va incerca sa aibe posesiuni (de diferite tipuri).....si intram asa in consumerism, marea metoda de control si manipulare moderna.
concluzia trista ar fi ca ei ne vor toparlani,iar noi acceptam cu un zambet tamp pe moaca dotata obligatoriu cu ochelari de soare D&G ......

momente si stari

Love
by Pablo Neruda

Because of you, in gardens of blossoming flowers I ache from the
perfumes of spring.
I have forgotten your face, I no longer remember your hands;
how did your lips feel on mine?
Because of you, I love the white statues drowsing in the parks,
the white statues that have neither voice nor sight.
I have forgotten your voice, your happy voice; I have forgotten
your eyes.
Like a flower to its perfume, I am bound to my vague memory of
you. I live with pain that is like a wound; if you touch me, you will
do me irreparable harm.
Your caresses enfold me, like climbing vines on melancholy walls.
I have forgotten your love, yet I seem to glimpse you in every
window.
Because of you, the heady perfumes of summer pain me; because
of you, I again seek out the signs that precipitate desires: shooting
stars, falling objects.

exista o filosofie cum ca fericirea e doar chestiune de alegere...pot fi de acord,dar asta presupune un grad de intelepciune ce depaseste media; inseamna ca te-ai impacat cu tine si cu ceilalti,inseamna ca a vedea o floare iti asigura "portia" de bucurie zilnica, chiar la parametri ce iti ofera un regim de lucru mai mult decat functional; dar ,recunosc,mai am muuuult pana la acea intelepciune....acum sunt o fiinta intortocheata si mica si nostalgica; stau in coltul meu existential intunecat, de unde arunc cu intrebari catre tinte vagi si indepartate....si cum sunt cam chioara,evident ca nu le nimeresc.pe ele,tintele.
de ce? e o intrebare caraghioasa in sine,dar f valabila in multe cazuri. tot la fel,raspunsul vine repede "de aia"; chiar asa,aceasta replica a copilariei,replica ce imi aminteste de o intamplare a unui prieten "eram intr-a 3-a si unu mai mare ne fura sandwich-ul in curtea scolii,facandu-ne sa plangem cu amaraciune ca suntem mai fraieri". sigur ca totul e in noi,sigur ca ne modelam lumea prin alegerile pe care le facem,dar zau ca nu imi amintesc cand am ales sa fiu asa dureros de golita de sentimente...
deci "pierdut sentimente (dragoste,grija,veselie,nerabdare)-gasitorului recompensa"

azi sunt mica

azi aleg sa imi fie bine...mi-e asa de bine ,incat torc.....si stau pe plaja,in vama.....si's cu prietenii si vorbim prostii cat caru a.k.a "ce vom face cand vom fi mari"? ....si bem o surubelnita sau o tequila,depinde cat de lene ne-a fost sa mergem pana la magazinul ala unde e tequila.....si e bine si noapte si mi-am luat pe mine haina verzulie...si alex mi-a dat esarfa ei.....pe pantalonii mei maro e vin de ieri si nisip de .....cateva zile....adidasii negri sunt,cum altfel,gri...si nu imi pasa...si mi-e bine.....nu am facturi de platit,nu's in sesiune si nu ma ameninta depresia deziluziei......sunt mica si sunt si mare,dar nu m-am hotarat inca si imi place asa.....am parul cret si inca nu am participat la o Adunare Generala unde toata lumea se balacareste....nu m-am gandit ca ar putea exista moarte in jurul meu si nici iubire absurd de puternica si cliseistic-nefericita...nu ma doare un sold din cand in cand......nu am carte de munca....pentru ca sunt o pierde-vara si pierde toamna...si iarna...si primavara.....nu am o varsta care sa inceapa cu "2"....
dar ca sa nu fim negativisti....am urmatoarele: bucurie in suflet,o bomboana in buzunar (stangul),o speranta ca voi apuca sa vad rasaritul si nu mai adorm si azi,un tricou nou de care's foarte mandra,miros de sarat si umed de la mare,chef de alergat pe plaja, in bezna,dorinta de dansat pe "soul storm"....
azi am 17 ani..voi cat aveti?